So yeah, I suppose I'm qualified to post on this blog right now. Kinda having an existential crisis, and at the same time reading about metaphysical solipsism (me) and nihilism. In many ways they are fairly similar, and yet completely opposing. I do have to say though, nihilists are kinda... depressing. I mean..... shit......
So basically nihilism admitting everything exists, yet everything is transient?
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that's a pretty hard view of the world. In a strange way I agree, and yet I don't. I agree that nothing matters, but yet I don't agree about the reason why. WHY?!?!?!?!
I must sleep on this.
fuck it's 6am (nearly).
Saturday, January 09, 2010
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
well i just woke up
... and i;m still pretty drunk... damn! i start work in... well i have to leave now.
this should be interesting! payday! :D
also
apologirs for whatever happened last night!!
sox not very talkative atm, got shit to do, and had like..... 1.5 - 2 hours sleep last night, and a frankfurter for breakfast. ah, the life of a student! lol
shit
this should be interesting! payday! :D
also
apologirs for whatever happened last night!!
sox not very talkative atm, got shit to do, and had like..... 1.5 - 2 hours sleep last night, and a frankfurter for breakfast. ah, the life of a student! lol
shit
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i think of daft spunk lolollolololl is the title
fofoooofooofofoooooookkkkkkkkkkkkk (pronounced k-k-k-kk but not like the racist group, more like a load of glottal stops on each syllable) lol viv ist pisseden becausen est soundeed deutsch lol!! nein das ist nein deutsch neben den fenster ins kino. lololol viv is fooked tooo now i shall lol at her LOL! she points into the air with her indx fingers and thumbs .... oh apparently my bad...
it's a w
(a double-you)
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digitalism is playing on my mooooooooooosic
i thik viv is alseep
she isnt she can still hear me apparently.
she isn't contributing much to this blog. i think i will not pay her for working for me . she sucks. she is henceforth FIRED!!!
out of a canon.
into the sun.
i have nothing else to saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay (that was me yawning). damn i gotta get up for work in 3 hours shit shit shit shit shit shit hsit sht shit shit shit shit shit hsit shit shisthsithshtshihithsihtsihaishdfasfj;a ;aslkdj ;flasj;d f j;asjd;flka ARAHGaisdF KLAJSLDKFj aSLKD jgLAKjDFLaj sD: fj AkjaKLjdf oist
post
post
ls
ls -la
shit
sudo post]
sudo post
password1
fck
awesomest password ever btw
i hope that wasnt mine]
sandwich
sudo sandwich
om nom nom
*/me dies*
damn scouts
it's a w
(a double-you)
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digitalism is playing on my mooooooooooosic
i thik viv is alseep
she isnt she can still hear me apparently.
she isn't contributing much to this blog. i think i will not pay her for working for me . she sucks. she is henceforth FIRED!!!
out of a canon.
into the sun.
i have nothing else to saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay (that was me yawning). damn i gotta get up for work in 3 hours shit shit shit shit shit shit hsit sht shit shit shit shit shit hsit shit shisthsithshtshihithsihtsihaishdfasfj;a ;aslkdj ;flasj;d f j;asjd;flka ARAHGaisdF KLAJSLDKFj aSLKD jgLAKjDFLaj sD: fj AkjaKLjdf oist
post
post
ls
ls -la
shit
sudo post]
sudo post
password1
fck
awesomest password ever btw
i hope that wasnt mine]
sandwich
sudo sandwich
om nom nom
*/me dies*
damn scouts
Thursday, June 18, 2009
working sucks ass
ok, i guess i qualify as drunk now.
PLEASE OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IGNORE MY PREVIOUS POST I'm leaving it up in case there is something i have to do for the final week of this stupid-ass advertising thing, which as weej mentioned, i will probably never do in my life again (unless it involves alcohol). as a side note it was mentioned to me that the company i'm working for did previously do an alcohol=based promotion (ok from now on i'm doing the 'no touching the backspace key think) but thta she didnt qualify for it because imperical was apparently not on the list of london uni's (probably somehintghng to do with the fact that it's not DRUNK ENPOUGH LOL!') shit my slepping has gone out the indow. also i dare anyone to not dtouch the backspace key, even if you are sopber. tbh if you type as fast as i expect you do, as computler literate people, you're probably thinking a few wer.... words before what you actually type. which in my confusszzled state leatds me to randomly throw in leg... letters from the work i'm thinking about too early, i.e. if i type 'this is a rnadom sentence i decided to type;', i will type the n before the a because i was thinking of the word 'seNtence' when i got to typing 'r' in random...
ok enough rambling
i was going to say something
(btw i'#m pressing backspace now)
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oh yes
working sucks ass
as a student, u can get drunk pretty much any day of the week
if you want to pass, it's almost any day of the week i have disocoverdd, except the day before important lectures.
but work is diff.
esp if work consists of you and one guy
in a room.
cant really get away from it then. although having said that, we shall discover tomorrow (today). and I'm gonna stop typing now. because I've been writing blog posts ALL GODDAMN DAY (as part of this job).
goodnight.
oh, and weej, i told isaac to listen to frenchkissfm.com (on shoutcast) because it's awesome. but you wont like it. because isaac told me you dont like justice. er, thats justice - the group. not as in 'Move zig! for great justice!'. although that would be amazing if it was.
nn all. i leave you with my invented smiley (i think i invented it...) >,.,< (vampire 'duh' face)
PLEASE OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IGNORE MY PREVIOUS POST I'm leaving it up in case there is something i have to do for the final week of this stupid-ass advertising thing, which as weej mentioned, i will probably never do in my life again (unless it involves alcohol). as a side note it was mentioned to me that the company i'm working for did previously do an alcohol=based promotion (ok from now on i'm doing the 'no touching the backspace key think) but thta she didnt qualify for it because imperical was apparently not on the list of london uni's (probably somehintghng to do with the fact that it's not DRUNK ENPOUGH LOL!') shit my slepping has gone out the indow. also i dare anyone to not dtouch the backspace key, even if you are sopber. tbh if you type as fast as i expect you do, as computler literate people, you're probably thinking a few wer.... words before what you actually type. which in my confusszzled state leatds me to randomly throw in leg... letters from the work i'm thinking about too early, i.e. if i type 'this is a rnadom sentence i decided to type;', i will type the n before the a because i was thinking of the word 'seNtence' when i got to typing 'r' in random...
ok enough rambling
i was going to say something
(btw i'#m pressing backspace now)
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oh yes
working sucks ass
as a student, u can get drunk pretty much any day of the week
if you want to pass, it's almost any day of the week i have disocoverdd, except the day before important lectures.
but work is diff.
esp if work consists of you and one guy
in a room.
cant really get away from it then. although having said that, we shall discover tomorrow (today). and I'm gonna stop typing now. because I've been writing blog posts ALL GODDAMN DAY (as part of this job).
goodnight.
oh, and weej, i told isaac to listen to frenchkissfm.com (on shoutcast) because it's awesome. but you wont like it. because isaac told me you dont like justice. er, thats justice - the group. not as in 'Move zig! for great justice!'. although that would be amazing if it was.
nn all. i leave you with my invented smiley (i think i invented it...) >,.,< (vampire 'duh' face)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
a life change?
ok so first of all I must admit that I am currently intoxicated (what's new?). Although I have been told that when I am drunk it is fairly hard to tell that I am drunk (and this has come from the person who knows me most when both sober and drunk, my gf). Apparently the only real difference is that I'm more confident, and I'm more honest about things (who isnt) and also some other effects that you (the general public) should not be privvy to ;P.
And so to soheb, as the sole reader of my blog (as far as I know, if you also read this blog please do comment so I know who you are) it falls to you to remind me of this in due course. Today I'm going to talk about my love of martial arts. In particular my martial art, Wado-kai. Just today after watching a movie with my housemate the conversation moved onto... punching me... upon which I started instructing my housemate how to punch properly.
Which brings me on to something which saddens me greatly. Since uni started, I have not continued my training. However, what I believe I am good at is teaching, and indeed you may have noticed that at any opportunity I will proceed to tutor my friends in the correct way to punch/kick/fight generally. Indeed it is of great sadness that I ever stopped training in my particular chosen style, due to a large number of reasons. However, I guess deep down, due to martial arts being a part of my lifestyle from the ages of around 10-17, and attaining a black-belt (which in my honest opinion... well thats another story, ask me when I have a few hours free and so do you) martial arts is a big part of me, and it has to be let out somehow.
SO, I ask you to remind me when you see me next, I want to get involved in any martial arts societies in UCL, and ULU. As far as I understand, students teach and learn here, and I would very much like to teach and to train. If I was to teach, I would gladly do it at no cost to myself. I would also very much like to learn martial arts in general, in the hope that I become a better person, and to help others (for that is what my martial arts training has taught me).
And finally, a lesson. Perhaps those who have already learn Japanese already know, but this has fascinated me since I learnt it. In Japanese, -jitsu means literally 'fighting', and '-do' means 'way of'. In recent times (since 20th century) many martial arts have changed from 'fighting' to 'way of'. In laymans terms, the style has changed from just fighting, beating the opponent, to a lifestyle choice, learning not just how to defend yourself, but to respect others, to do your part, everything. Hence jujitsu is now known as judo. And I still, after these 3+ years of hiatus from martial arts, agree completely with learning the way of a martial art.
And although I may not be the most disciplined student ever (hell ask anyone how much I drink), I believe I am still a good person, and I hope to bring this to those I meet :) .
p.s. Soheb, as I know you're the only one who reads this, with the possible exception of anyone who follows weej, remind me of this AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY YOU HAVE to join some martial arts society at ucl/ulu, for I will not regret it. And please do, join with me. You will not regret it, after all, everything is best done with a friend ;)
And so to soheb, as the sole reader of my blog (as far as I know, if you also read this blog please do comment so I know who you are) it falls to you to remind me of this in due course. Today I'm going to talk about my love of martial arts. In particular my martial art, Wado-kai. Just today after watching a movie with my housemate the conversation moved onto... punching me... upon which I started instructing my housemate how to punch properly.
Which brings me on to something which saddens me greatly. Since uni started, I have not continued my training. However, what I believe I am good at is teaching, and indeed you may have noticed that at any opportunity I will proceed to tutor my friends in the correct way to punch/kick/fight generally. Indeed it is of great sadness that I ever stopped training in my particular chosen style, due to a large number of reasons. However, I guess deep down, due to martial arts being a part of my lifestyle from the ages of around 10-17, and attaining a black-belt (which in my honest opinion... well thats another story, ask me when I have a few hours free and so do you) martial arts is a big part of me, and it has to be let out somehow.
SO, I ask you to remind me when you see me next, I want to get involved in any martial arts societies in UCL, and ULU. As far as I understand, students teach and learn here, and I would very much like to teach and to train. If I was to teach, I would gladly do it at no cost to myself. I would also very much like to learn martial arts in general, in the hope that I become a better person, and to help others (for that is what my martial arts training has taught me).
And finally, a lesson. Perhaps those who have already learn Japanese already know, but this has fascinated me since I learnt it. In Japanese, -jitsu means literally 'fighting', and '-do' means 'way of'. In recent times (since 20th century) many martial arts have changed from 'fighting' to 'way of'. In laymans terms, the style has changed from just fighting, beating the opponent, to a lifestyle choice, learning not just how to defend yourself, but to respect others, to do your part, everything. Hence jujitsu is now known as judo. And I still, after these 3+ years of hiatus from martial arts, agree completely with learning the way of a martial art.
And although I may not be the most disciplined student ever (hell ask anyone how much I drink), I believe I am still a good person, and I hope to bring this to those I meet :) .
p.s. Soheb, as I know you're the only one who reads this, with the possible exception of anyone who follows weej, remind me of this AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY YOU HAVE to join some martial arts society at ucl/ulu, for I will not regret it. And please do, join with me. You will not regret it, after all, everything is best done with a friend ;)
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